when you love a person
letting him go for a better
sometimes it hurts you too much
we have to be strong and lead a good life
wipe your tears when they drop
look at the new door that has opened up when you don't even realize it
don't turn back cus e old door had already closed and left you long ago before you even know about it
starting a new for the better tomorrow

Jenny Balai
Singapore Institution of Management
10/09/1988
green brightens my life
friends light up my life
commented by friends:
i born in Medan
i grew up in Jakarta
i spoiled in Singapore
i wanna fly with SIA in the near future
i wanna leave the past and start a new cus past hurt me too much
i love behaving like a bimb when i am chilling my gilrs
accept me,i behave this way

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hi ppl..
i am having a bad day today:(
let's talk about what happened yesterday..
yest was work matter that bothered me..
e manager got nothing better to do,complaint about me.asshole..
he said i MIA for many many hours.lol..
only god knew about it..
after work i went to clarke quay.hehe..
but this time round no drinking,no clubbing..
good girl nah??
my friend and i walked around e flea market..
ended up bought a top from there..
headed home at 12..
i controlled myself,no drinking for e night..
cus e next day which is today,i need to company my friends to go church..
gosh..
i went to church with yanto,surya and andreas..
so holy today..
i feel so home..
cus everyone is indonesian there..
i think it's time for me to be a real indonesian again..
i am alright with church but if i have to be one of them...
i have to think ......................
again when i went to work another complaint from e supervisor..
i really don't understand why this people are so mean to me..
i stayed in e store room for a while and e fatso called my boss and complaint..
WHATEVER~~~~~~~
i am seriously v tired of work u know..
i feel like quitting this job cus of my complaints..
so many untrue bad records..
anw,random thoughts of mine..
now it seems that singaporean guys don't attract me anymore..
for e very first time i will listen to my mum advice,be her good daughter ever..
she often told in e past,we are different from them..
no matter how hard you try to bring it together it will never happen..
it's true mum..
finally i understand..
so indonesian only from now on.hahaha..
let e last person that had stepped into my life be e only one and e special one in my heart..
i will never forget about you..
cus u made me feel love once before..