when you love a person
letting him go for a better
sometimes it hurts you too much
we have to be strong and lead a good life
wipe your tears when they drop
look at the new door that has opened up when you don't even realize it
don't turn back cus e old door had already closed and left you long ago before you even know about it
starting a new for the better tomorrow

Jenny Balai
Singapore Institution of Management
10/09/1988
green brightens my life
friends light up my life
commented by friends:
i born in Medan
i grew up in Jakarta
i spoiled in Singapore
i wanna fly with SIA in the near future
i wanna leave the past and start a new cus past hurt me too much
i love behaving like a bimb when i am chilling my gilrs
accept me,i behave this way

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i am so so so so tired ppl..
i have not much energy left now..
reached home,showered and now i am blogging..
this morning was my first HR lesson..
omg,super freaking dry exactly like MPO...
nothing much that happened in school..
i went straight to work with Woody..
what a life right??
i have to work after school..
hopefully my beloved friends don't leave me out from all the happening events..
pls don't babes..
had lunch before we headed to e hell centrepoint..
we were late for a few minutes..
we had been very hardworking today,right slacker??hahaha..
e place like a dead city..
everyone who works there,no matter how hard working the person is,i am v sure that person will be bored tired just like me..
i didn't know how i did spend my working hours today..
after we punched our card,we went to buy drink.
sat down at mac for about 15 to 20 minutes,then we went up..
headed to our individual counter..
and i started folding my stupid clothes.haha..
i was too tired,i went to sleep for a while by then was almost 5..
omg,slacking time..
we went to play bb at e arcade..
i won him,a little bit lousy him..
headed for dinner and back to work..
my irritating lips was bleeding again and again caused me couldn't have a proper meal..
each time i try to eat something big,e skin will tear and bleed again.zzzzz...
pls don't leave any scar on it..
we again went missing for an hour to pass e time before we finally went home..
he and his funny dreams to be a star.lol..
i will pray hard for you to be e real star.hahaha..
see how occupied my day was..
at least by doing this i won't keep thinking of things that will make me feel sad..
sometimes our brain and fingers just don't connect..
my mind was thinking of that person,in my heart i already told myself don't send wrong msg again!but look what my stupid fingers did..

sigh..
how i wish when i blink my eyes,this could just turn into a nightmare..
at least when i wake up all the bad memories will remain in my dreams..
but how sad,this is reality..
it has been many days..
and we will always remain like this till nowhere..
are we??
will you really wait for me??
will you hurt me again in the end??
will i be in your heart always?
i guess one day i will be replaced..
good night:)