when you love a person
letting him go for a better
sometimes it hurts you too much
we have to be strong and lead a good life
wipe your tears when they drop
look at the new door that has opened up when you don't even realize it
don't turn back cus e old door had already closed and left you long ago before you even know about it
starting a new for the better tomorrow

Jenny Balai
Singapore Institution of Management
10/09/1988
green brightens my life
friends light up my life
commented by friends:
i born in Medan
i grew up in Jakarta
i spoiled in Singapore
i wanna fly with SIA in the near future
i wanna leave the past and start a new cus past hurt me too much
i love behaving like a bimb when i am chilling my gilrs
accept me,i behave this way

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today wasn't my day at all..
i received the best damn valentine's gift ever at work..
i am almost got dismissed from work..
but wasn't sad about it..
i was hoping i really will..
cus i am super not comfortable with the working environment..
i have never come across a workplace with many many backstabbers in my entire life..
started form tangs,that's hell..
tangs is the only workplace that i will not fool around..
but i will still get complaint..
and e complaint is from one freaking busybody who loves to suck up to e supervisor...
get ur own life man,bitch..
i moved a little when i listened to music she went to complaint..
u have nothing better to do in life,whore?
then be a whore..
today raffles city was my biggest mistake..
total embarrassment when you got caught for slacking.omg..
i was called to e office as if i am a secondary schl kid..
many people looked at me and my 2 other friends..
i received nothing but warning letter..
i rather be dismissed since i am working with so many complaints..
i hate my workplace..
i told my boss e truth but why he didn't let me go..
i want to go,i want to leave..
look, i am not a person who can cover all e shit that i have done..
unlike e full-timers who always can find their ways out when they MIA for long..
i am always e unlucky ones who often get caught for it.shit..
anw,that wasn't enough..
in addition to my sufferings,i fell from the ladder when i tried to take my stock..
better still,after falling from the top e customer didn't even buy..
got bruises everywhere.holy shit..
but but..
for all the bad things that happened..
i received two good things from my beloved bestest friend Sheldon and my working friend Fredrick..
they are so sweet..
at least they brightened my day with their sweet gifts..
today is valentine's day..
couples out there have a lovely day..
show all your love before it's too late..
before that someone turns away with another person.hahaha..