when you love a person
letting him go for a better
sometimes it hurts you too much
we have to be strong and lead a good life
wipe your tears when they drop
look at the new door that has opened up when you don't even realize it
don't turn back cus e old door had already closed and left you long ago before you even know about it
starting a new for the better tomorrow

Jenny Balai
Singapore Institution of Management
10/09/1988
green brightens my life
friends light up my life
commented by friends:
i born in Medan
i grew up in Jakarta
i spoiled in Singapore
i wanna fly with SIA in the near future
i wanna leave the past and start a new cus past hurt me too much
i love behaving like a bimb when i am chilling my gilrs
accept me,i behave this way

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i was too bored and i wrote a note of 25 randoms things that happened in my life on facebook..

1.when i was in k2,i was cheated by my teacher to dress as a boy and let e girl sat on me..shit you teacher.don't let me see you again..i tell my mum.hahaha..

2.primary was my fighting period.i was a big bully..i loved to fight with boys till e parents came and look for me and i had to hide somewhere cus i was scared.lol

3.i often fell down for no reason even the ground was full flat,somehow will trip and tada..on the floor..few times ended in e drains..i hated that..painful and smelly..

4.my stupid maid poured hot water on my leg..one moment i thought i will be living with that ugly leg..
mum nearly sacked her..stupid u,pain u know..

5.i got big blue black on my forehead when i was walking without looking at e ppl sleeping on e floor,and guess what...
big big blue black..that was when i was young..i fell down easily but not anymore,sometimes only..

6.i have a nice cousin who always dote on me..

7.i am scared of dogs cus i got bitten before,i will bite them back on day to let my fear goes off..

8.i joined chinese dance in sec schl cus i entered e wrong one and quit after 2 days of me doing splitting..crazy,i am not that flex..

9.i joined judo instead thought i was tough enough..guess what my coach always said about me??
soft,not fierce,weak legs and hands,and no fighting spirit.haha..
i admit all those are quite true..i always got shocked during competition when they started with a shout,got scared and quite fast later TADA..on e floor..

10.i used to love watching WWF WWE, my sister got mad and off the tv..no sense of fighting u..

11.i used to be in love a guy from my secondary school time till recent..he was nice and i thought he will be the one..but nonono........

12.i love chris brown even though he bullied rihanna.haha..

13.i love to blog,but don't be busybody to read about my life if u are not close to me..

14.i believe in friday e 13th as bad thgs happened to me,i fell from ladder..

15.i will be bimbs when i am with amrita,farhana and farlinah..it comes naturally..

16.i am getting lazy for school and i am afraid of exams..

17.i have phobia for a new man in my life..

18.i love to chill with my indo boys and crap all we can..

19.i want to be an air stewardess after i am done with dms..i am nt sure whether i can but just try..

20.i hate people who can't do anything better in their lives but make complaint complaint..

21.i can't tolerate unfaithfulness,if u are please go away..

22.i play childish games when i am bored like dressing up,cake mania,wedding dash..and many more...

23.i hate working cus i always get complaints..

24.i don't eat beef and mutton cus they smell milky,vann said i ate pregnant beef.LOL..

25.i am happy right now..single life is GOOD..many friends want to be single when their relationships get too long.boring,tied down and no freedom..report here report there..quarrel her quarrel there..so sick...CHILL...